Last night was not so good. I was nauseous a lot. a couple of times in the middle of the night i had to run to the toilet and vomit - it was only bile inside which came out.
I am off work today. I got a visit this morning from THE UNITED STATES SECRET SERVICE - or so they said. One never knows in this world of deception. Anyway, they asked a lot of questions because of some email I sent to the White House. I signed a paper giving them permission to access my medical files (as if America asks for permission?! - I thought the formality of respect was cute though)
I used a lot of energy speaking with the two secret service men and my body feels like crap right now. I feel achy, hungry, and still a bit sick to the stomach. I asked the men if they were carrying weapons and they said "YES" - "WE are Secret Service." Great - on my water fast day 3 I attract Guns to knock on my door. Fortunately, they were not used against me. They asked for my drivers license and took down the number and took 3 pictures of me. The Agents name is 'Byron V. Tarver, Special Agent. U.S. Secret Service. Dept. of Homeland Security. anyone who wants to call him on my behalf, please do so - 808-541-1912 or email him at byron.tarver@usss.dhs.gov He thinks i might be a 'harm to the president.' Ha! you think? I told him I harm with words not weapons.
I don't feel good today and I don't like that my fellow man doesn't even care that i am starving to help save America from Global War and Insanity. I think it so sad that America lets Liberty Die and Pays George Bush to kill. America hasn't even put up on the news that Liberty has joined with Tibet and is only drinking water until Congress Votes or I get a one on one interview with Oprah Winfrey. Then we can catalyze a vote - FOR SURE!
I'll write more this evening, but as of right now - it is not a good day. At least I know one thing....Whatever amount of time I go with NO FOOD then George Bush will have to double it once he is arrested.
It is a painful day following a painful night.
I don't feel strong, but I feel commited.
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of course now in 2016 I would edit to say George arrested for Love Tara Camp would not have to double my fasting days to walk in my shoes to relate to my heart and body feelings - I don't want anyone to suffer, but i do want George to wake up to LOVE. I still do in 2016. Barack too. Xi too. Man and love is still a hot topic in my heart. Love camp for Military beginning with Presidents is still something i think about - but they are ideas of activities rooted in Compassion - not to promote suffering. But doing a 3 day Enlightenment camp for the President and he walks but 3 days my shoes as a spiritual tv event with OWN i believe would benefit not only George Barack and Xi, but all of us as we watch them awaken their heart by being fired by the people and hired by the People for a Network reality Tantra tv powerhouse of Money and People working united in our human rights instinct to friendly, brother love. we train in it, raise them to serve it and teach the Presidents what it looks like. This is what love intelligence wants to do. bring us more sane. more humane. Lets put Compassion into Politics. and LOVE.
I still hope to sit and talk Tantra ideas with Lady O.
I still hope she sits and talks Enlightened Leadership with American Life Coach Greg Clowminzer, ZenCoach
and i still hope we all see the benefit of raising the values of His Holiness Dalai Lama over the Amerian Whitehouse as Power is compassion. symbolized with the Spiritual Sun Tibetan flag as an antidote to Chinese Government making it illegal to speak love to His Holiness and say out loud that you want him to be able to return to his Palace of Compassion in Sacred Land of Snows, Lhasa, Tibet. i was fasting for George Bush to also want His Holiness Dalai Lama to go home and could gather the Hu Jintau to an Enlightened talk and convince him the benefits too. Our humanity is arising in mass consciousness - and now - i pray to anything with a heart to hear a prayer that we commit to Man serving Love. Tantra is reconnecting to your Divine loving self so you can be a divine lover to other. We all human beings serving a tantric network instead of terror and weapon is what i can see as a tiny girl with audacity to give voice to the crown chakra view of the statue of Liberty. it's how my creativity decided to use itself as a lover to man which turned into love for all man an see from that view of brotherly love.
i hope one day my efforts are beneficial and we commit ourselves to serving the Pure lands- transforming our dark age poison plans (i.e. military network armed) into Tantric pure lands on Earth getting good jobs that feel good to do in Mama networked UNARMED forces. Global Disarmament with Freewill = True Freedom. Join a Tantric Love Olympic Team of many Nations, many Activities. One Dream. Peace. We make peace by working for friendly activities. Intelligence knows the difference. Instincts feel the difference. that is true use of Law of Attration We attract to loving activity and leaders. His Holiness Dalai Lama is on my Head and Jesus is in my heart. Forever. That is my politics as a girl here to help still now in 2016. Donald Trump was in my 1st Political Alchemy for Love in the Whitehouse $1 Miracle tree back in 2003.. I am hopeful for Love reality tv to become Reality…..or something better for the greater good of all beings - especially soldiers with guns. May they taste love as sons - brothers : ) there are ways we can become more happy and loving as human beings. the Whitehouse could be a center point for some seriously funnily, loving, and Enlightened activities of transforming pain and problems that we face into in this world right now into solutions. We are the solution and joining the Liberty tree signifies you want to help the planet and others - not harm them. we can grow that Network and it can exist and recruit every soldier of every nation for better work, better dress code, better teachings of duty as a man. Man is here to love. not dominate over life with weapon and right to take life. This is Ground of intelligence in Law of Love and Justice, in my view. a girl wanting to talk to George Bush about Love and truth….and His Holiness Dalai Lama going home to his Palace and disarmament for man. a heart awakening. If China Governemnt makes it illegal to want such beautiful prayers to be true on this Earth then it is my duty to emanate love for His Holiness Dalai Lama publicly as my free speech instinct as it must be very powerful to speak such words - otherwise they wouldn't make it crime punishable by torture and murder. this is how i serve my American duty as a girl. To love the troops as my service. to envision their better life or even their Best Life! I still as an individual hope to talk to Oprah and I pray forgiveness from Tibet and His Holiness Dalai Lama if anything in the course of my awakening and speaking/writing out about Tibet that was intended to be helpful but became offensive to please be forgiven.
Aloha and Tashi delek. may all be auspicious for us this July to December 2016 American political year.
may we authentically catalyze making Peace from the Whitehouse
love each other.
very profitable
love tree, Money tree, $1 tree
a Love political Party
it could happen.
with hope,
jc
spontaneous writing July 19 Full Moon Day 2016
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